Well... first of all, let me say...I had heard the Pre-Seed worked almost like magic. We honestly don't really need it for its intended purpose and when used it seemed to hinder, rather than help. Unfortunate.
3rd day of OPKs.
Lines are extremely faint. Wondering if I'm doing it right, wondering if I'm not going to ovulate at all.
Looking through OPK's on Fertilityfriend.com, comparing other women who are on Clomid to find out when they ovulated. Seems like it was right around CD15/CD16.
Today is CD14 for me. A week from today is when I'm supposed to go in to the doctors to have them check my progesterone level.

Feeling particularly down and discouraged today.
I'm worried I should be working harder on trying to get lapband instead of TTC.
If I got lapband, it would put off TTC for another year or 2 making me that much older.
I need to start having some faith that this will happen when and if it is supposed to happen. But what if the truth is, it isn't supposed to happen?
I'm getting overly invested in the process.
Tomorrow is another day.

It has been 5 days since my last dosage of Clomid 100mg and I continue to have hot flashes constantly throughout the day. I continue to have night sweats and restless sleep. I continue to cry over small things. Wonderful hormones :)

I started checking OPK's yesterday.
I guess I didn't wait long enough for the results yesterday. I didn't see even a light line on the test. I was frustrated.
I checked again this afternoon, but this time I waited a lot longer to check for results of test.
This time I saw a line! Of course, its not a very dark line, but its at least a line, which I'm hoping means ovulation should be coming soon.

I also got the Pre-Seed I ordered. I had heard about Pre-Seed on the Pregtastic podcast and how well it worked. Figured it couldn't hurt! :)